30/5/2010 02:28a.m

30/5/2010   02:28a.m


Y u wan disturb my life again??
y???????????

i really hope u wont hurt me again...............
i really hope that..............

please......................



i know i love you.......but you?




......................Silent....................

26/5/2010

26/5/2010
Clubbing Night....

i'm so happy~
haha~
bt,i'm still thinking of you..............
bt u don't know...............u never know.................


ytd no drunk,bt i kiss 1 guy............................
bt,nevermind la,u oso wont care about this...........haha
i'm not who......

just be myself................

i heard my friend say,ytd i no on msn,then u gt ask,u ask me no online?
when i heard this,i'm very happy.................bt,u dint msg me or wat..............nvm.........

today i online,bt i dint see u on..................haiz...................sien+no mood already..................
when i saw u online,i'm very happy~haha~
if u find me,me more happy~xD



hope u will know wat i think.........and hope u happy always~



I Love You Forever..................................No Lie................................

05/25/2010

05/25/2010
 昨天................05/24/2010，我做了一个冲动的决定...................
我信息你，你没回我，我就.....................................寄了封信息给你，说，最后的信息，我不会再找你了，有事你就信息我吧，我也没想那么多，就认为你是刻意不回我的，因为我想太多，太多，真的太多.......................



可是~刚刚我看到了一些东西，我相信这有关于道你，可是，我选择不告诉你，也不理那么多了，因为，我爱的是你，管它写什么的~haiz~~~~~~~~~`可是你...........................还是...........................我~

我不知道我可以再作什么了，我也不知道我在想什么~我到底做错了吗？

有谁可以告诉我？
我真的很想知道~





对不起~
我爱你~

从没后悔过.............................的爱~

More Few Days......................29/5/2010

More Few Days..............29/5/2010

My sis wan leave us,go Penang traning half year....haiz...
i oso wan go Penang.........i dunwan live at here,everyday so boring,everyday think so many....
NOW,i jz wan PLAY PLAY PLAY...........wat oso dunwan think....



为什么你总是对我忽冷忽热的？？
我可以知道为什么吗？？
我真的很想知道.............
你可以告诉我吗？
我知道我不会有答案，永远都不会............
为什么我还要那么傻的等？？
我到底在期盼什么？我到底在等什么？？
我真的很想快点毕业，然后就做工，不想给别人看不起，尤其是我家的一个两个，等我以后很有前途的时候，就轮到我讲你们这些没用的，整天只会玩，你还会做什么？？
有时我在想，我在这个家，到底有多不重要，如果我死了，你们应该更开心吧..........

对我最好的，也就那几个人，我真的很爱你们，你们知道的，你们每天都叫我不要想将多，叫我敢敢去做，可是我就是不敢，我是个懦弱的人，可是有时的我也很坚强，我哭，有谁知道？？
我家的人，没有一个知道，我也没有可能跟他们讲，我诉苦的对象也就只有那3，4个朋友，我真的很爱我的朋友们，是你们，我才会将开心，如果没有你们，我不知道我的生活是怎样的，姐姐，妈妈，全部不得空踩我，看到我的时候，我们也没什么话聊，也不知道可以聊什么，haiz.......日子就这样慢慢的过，慢慢的等世界末日............................我爱你们............大家............<3

...haiz

this few days.........................................
many problems.................
haiz.............

i put down all thing,then i try go msg he.......
he say he cannot sleep,then i ask he y cannot sleep?
then he ask me wat u wanna do?
i say:nth to do lo,u ask de question so weird...
then he say:hmm...i very sien...got story tell me??
i reply:lol=.= no,hahaha~ u tell me la~
he reply:lol...hmm...i very sien now lor...u know?? me and my friend both together break up..haiz...then jz nw i go out with her and chat...
i reply:lol,u no say hw i know? then chat le,hw?





then he tell me he go out with the girl,then that girl call he look up point there,then she cry...
after she cry,she sleep at his car........when she wake up,she ask he 1 question...........
she ask he:wanna start their live together or not,means she ask he wan be her new boyfriend and start a new relationship...................
suddenly...................i feel so hurt..................my heart break again...................haiz......................
hope he dun together with that girl...........i really hope that.........

then i ask he,what's ur answer??
he say:i dint wan to start a relationship so fast....

haha~then i so happy ,when i see this....................

haiz............when i know he break up with his girlfriend,i very happy...........what i thinking about??